Sunday, November 21, 2010

Random thoughts , skip it! (:

I am siiiiiickk for the zillion times and like seriousssslyyy I'm tired of lying on the bed for the whole day . Porridge becomes the only food I can possibly eat . I puked out instant noodle at school last week and vomited instant noodle yst at home -________-" I have no appetite for the whole one week . This post will full of words . No pictures , boring? close the tab ! :D

The result has come out . Dang~ I'm quite satisfied . Kwa-it , which means I'm not fully satisfied . Even though I can enter the uni in oz without foundation . Still, I don't find it's good enough. I aimed for a higher score!! /: Mom and sis said I should be satisfied -.- And the hardwork is eventually paid off! Tee-hee . No more ielts test . A burden has lifted from my shoulder :b HOWEVER , tragically (sounds dramatic , *nod* I know) dad asked me to chip in 'those' tests ! which are unbelievably difficult (accord. to me) A burden has lifted, 3 burdens are added. Funny? Ha-ha -_- srsly dad! ): lemme focus on a thing . ugghh , kay I accept it . As long as you are happy and I will do my best (: muah papaa :*

It's obvious . Your cruel attitude cut me to the quick . But well.. I accept it as the painful feeling has become an eye-opener for me, and the future me(:

Her sudden death jolted us all . May She rest in peace . I heard that you were a good person . From the bottom of my heart, I pray for you to reach the heaven as soon as possibleeeee :]

Received a news that a beloved one was sick and would be hospitalized after reaching home from school squeezed my heart . Very shock indeed . Even though I don't 'rly' have a good chemistry with Her . Still , I do care . Stepped on the second floor at the hospital recalled me to Him . I miss Him /: I had a terrible mess on my mind on that day . SHE has never been so weak , so powerless . I hope there won't be the second time /x

To recapitulate , I have come into terms with this difficult situation . I should control my imbecile feelings , like what mom said to me : " You should be a brave girl . You get scared of every little thing . It's not good " . Yet, she never gets tired to give me a piece of advice and encourages me to do good deeds as well as accept others' weakness . First and foremost , She is always there for me whenever my life is either up or down .
I love her to the bits

P.S : I miss mom!! She went out of town for quite a long time -.- As no mom's mouth-watering dinner makes one day , three autumns :b

Sunday, November 14, 2010

A space

Spend my weekend with white papers , pencil and eraser . I enjoy skecthing but I don't like 'pressure' . It's like 10kg weight is on my shoulder and idk where to lift it , who to share. I need anyone who is willing to collect the data or help me through the skecthing . S is lack of encouragement! Truth to be told, I'm too lazy to move my body to school . I know it's my duty, as a student as well as a daughter. But I don't learn anything at sch and I'm tired.. of the people inside . I'm too sensitive somehow /: ughhhh shd go now and start sketching . with a big sigh , wish all of you enjoy ur sunday! - S

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Back to school

I have so many stories that I don't know which to type first. I didn't attend school for more than a week specifically 10 days . I miss school . This absence dues to the exam preparation and I went to visit a doctor . I'm so proud of myselfffffffff :D Finally I am brave enough to visit one :b a stepping stone :b I don't think that I did well in my tests ): won't get good scores as well . Penang's like Medan . Mouth watering kwetiau! :D Didn't shop a lot . I lost my spirit in almost everything now, idk why .

The utmost important day is on nov 6th :D Denissa's birthday! Tried to have a conference call with her and fionaaaa but it failed . ughhhh the provider's not supporting! /: I would like to wish her all the best! In her studies, projects, socialization , health, and everythinggggggg ♥ I miss you darling, very very very miss . I wish I were in singapore . Give her bear-hugs and made sth memorable /: I love you to bits (: Happy Sixteen!

Days in penang :Got roxanne ritchie from megamind inside the happy meal :D

I'm exhausted . Too much drama queens - S

Thursday, November 4, 2010

blessed :')

Hello! Pictures below were taken during the days I worked voluntarily . I felt delighted to have the odd and faith to follow this event . Met over 1000 monks from every parts of the world brought a tremendous excitement to me! The temple was gigantic and incredible! The weather was so cold and the rain stopped only on 31st . It was definitely cooooold . I was shivering all the time , however it indeed worths (: The monks are funny . Some of them took the pictures of me and my new friends everytime we met . Chatting along and I was given holy things from them . It's a memorable event . I would like to thank God that I was given the chance to follow it (: Not to mention, I GOT SUNBURN ): My face's skin is peeling off now . I look scaaaaaary /: Tomorrow is my speaking test and honestly speaking, I'm veryvery nervous . I'm afraid that the examiner do not want to look at my face as it looks horrible . Going to sleep earlier today . Wish me luck! Good night (: xx - S err before signing out, Happy Birthday Grandma! I love you